Ahhh!

There are so many things in my head right now, so this post will be all over the place..my apologies in advance.

First of all. I am fat. Plain and simple. I can no longer use the excuse "I just had a baby." There are no excuses anymore. I HAVE to do something about it. My sister-in-law ran a half marathon today, and she talked about how she felt so healthy (Way to go Austin!) and that really made me wake up. I am nineteen years old, and even though I have a baby, I need to look my age! So, changes will be made promptly! :)

Next thought..Not long ago a friend of mine said to me (while I was complaining about somebody) "Show them love." Plain and simple. That really made me open my eyes. But I am struggling with it. If I cannot see eye to eye with someone, it is SO hard to show the love! Is it better to simply tell that person I do not want to talk to them, or keep a fake "friendship" with them, and bite my tongue on a daily basis? Hmmm....